I Miss You.

Hiya Momma.
I created a blog in place of all the things I would normally tell you about every day - big or small.  I am not entirely sure if this will be therapeutic, encourage despair, or foster a denial that you have died. You died. Fuck. 63 is far too soon, especially for someone living as you have the last 20+ years.

But you did die. And I still long for our conversations. So I'm going to try this.

I love you so much Mom. I miss you beyond reason. But I am doing ok. Really. I made you a promise and I aim to keep it. I will continue to be healthier and "better" and will not let grief be an excuse to tow me under.

I love you,
A
You are with me always.